WHEN DID IT GET THIS BAD?…THE DANGERS OF ROSE COLORED GLASSES WITH PERFECT SIGHT WITHOUT THEM…

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 Oh the fool said…” I did everything to save my marriage… And the children  replied everything but came home”.

My son ain’t no killer…he is a good boy has done good-by me …he hits his girlfriend every now  and then but other that”…  I shake my head all the time even with the proof people would rather go with what makes them feel comfortable… Yet, in the heart will be the truth. All of these man-made kingdoms that were built on fraudulent agendas and the truth comes out there is always that selective few that will rationalize even if is  deadly! I know the damage of when someone is so deep in denial they can’t handle what they have trusted for years. I can’t believe that one is that blind that they fail to come into acceptance of how bad it really is.  There is something so warped about being in denial that it actually destroys more than it builds.

A mother and daughter recently went to blows. The mother vehemently denied that her child had some issues with authority and very disrespectful. The mother and daughter actually was physically fighting and  I told the mother years ago..that the child is handful and that when she disrespected me. That was it. Not only could the “brat” come back to my house …Every time she begs to come see me…I opt on the option box… And say NO!!!!

I am, no-nonsense and I don’t reason with children. It’s nuts! What do they know. Whose the adults here ? Better  yet, w hose really in charge?. Give me someone with some backbone and the strength to  stand up. Not compromise and go along to get along. NOPE!

I always let people put me in my place. I like that because it’s the truth that breaks them down and embarrass them that much more. I spend so little time arguing with a fool.  Isn’t it amazing when expose the lies they need the proof other than that they are “QUICK” on persecuting others. This is how I know human beings who are selective when it comes to the truth. When it comes to t heir madness wont own up to it and will cut you off if you present something that they can’t handle!

When I see that I am up against a stonewall I do no convincing I let them crash and burn. I am not so liberal that I am ignorant to what the truth is.

I know so many abuse authority even in being passive about matters that needs to challenged and or address. They can rant about everyone else until you hit that weak spot. God forbid if it who they adore!  This keeps them safe from being accountable and having to confront! 

Oh what pain it is to find out what yo love and trusted is “jacked up”.  That perfect lie that existed only in their  head and then it takes one person to burst the truth wide open. It’s at this point they will hate you because you had the courage to confront it.

It’s so easy to look down your nose until you expose people internal monsters! My fervent prayer is to  not let be in denial about what is obviously in my face even with the people I love.

Yeah it hurts… but nothing is more hurtful to wake up with living years in denial. I think what blows my mind is the level of denial that people actually have. Birds of a feather really flock together…there is always a common thread among people who gravitate and to evil surroundings and make excuses for it. God gives us common sense. God is not godly that he cannot correct us and prune us about what we “choose” to follow or affiliate with. I don’t find it strange when people embrace evil and call it good.  

We think the majority rules it depends on your perspective… Someone can show, and tell people for years how bad something is. It is during their level of other experiences that they then begin to see. Rose colored glasses are very dangerous because often times all we have to do is remove the glasses and stop rationalizing.  My point although many “EASILY CRITICIZING”and  crucifying  organizations today. To be at least reasonable take a look at your own situations and it will keep you in check. There is no conflict when it comes to the truth just conflicting individuals. I have seen a lot on my watch and called it out and the injustice served me right up when things weren’t challenged to be  corrected. People have rode out on lies for decades because no one called out the destabilize-rs in our communities or homes!

We cannot stabilize our communities until we first use the truth to stabilize what has been purposely and ignorantly neglected on our personal watches …Like the neglect of moral obligations or family values. Even the religious community act timid in fear of losing. What so many appear to be and being honest seem to be an obstacle more than a blessing!

Hmmm???? I said to myself…It’s not that all of a sudden this is who people are or they just got this way… I know clarity comes with a high price tag…of being either confrontational with the problem. Instead of being in denial and rationalizing why it is this way and allowed to stay this way knowing it is wrong!

There’s No Such Thing As An Independent Top Cop (Sorry, Eddie)

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Here is a minimal part of the truth…in which I learned about a while ago and what some of the Chicago public is in the dark about.  It wont be long before some will find some issues with him. The police are not always community life savers.. just conduits to serve and protect. Stop listening to the “whiners” and seek the truth about the process no one is talking about…Thanks for the courage to write about it!

 

KONKOL: Johnson will learn soon enough that Rahm will be involved in every major decision.

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REBELLION RE-BOOTED…KARMA OR REAPING TIME?

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THOSE WHO LIVE BY THE SWORD…DIE BY THE SWORD…

Growing up I remember  the well-known drug dealers  in our town. I went to school with all four siblings one brother, and three s sisters who were also drug dealers. Everyone saw the fancy things that they posses.. I saw the mother get in on the act.. and seriously married a “pimp”…  One sister used the Hair Salon as a front. And people knew the lifestyle but connected anyway… I will never forget  how ignorant these people were. Although so many knew they were “drug dealers” but downplayed how that side of town was riddled with crack cocaine.  As any  can really insult me by calling me  a good girl or  bookworm…

Whatever element that birth this foolishness…I saw death coming in many ways! By the brother being the youngest and the baby he decided to turn his life around after countless rumors of  him being a murderer. The reputation this “whole” family had been amazing! Every last family member rolled in this criminal environment… I have no idea what happened… but it was the beginning of the end to this family. After becoming loaded with money…They  moved to a very affluent neighborhood  as if trouble wont be found…

It was in this moment the brother decided to get his life in order. He talked to be about his new life style and respected me for always maintaining my strength through the changes and I was one of the ones that stayed away from the games! Long after that someone blew his brains out on the same corner he once sold drugs! Someone disapproved. His killer has never been found to this day!

Sadly, we see this too often when someone decides they want to turn their lives around and someone doesn’t care! I stay clear of responding with the good old rebuttals because someone can tell you another side of the ruthless of their street life. Meaning some murdered other people as if this part will die down. I don’t’ think so! Some say “karma” but it’s call the law of sowing and reaping they work whether you understand them or can’t see it working. I commend anyone who changes their lives for the better but it doesn’t make them less of a target. Although they may have confess their violent past doesn’t mean the past wont catch up with them! Too many forget although they may have left the life but you have to ask these questions will their past come! I have no idea how much damage had been done even in murder! Today because of the hype of being seen on social media governs  some people psychotically! Whatever this narcissism stems from it can be deadly!  

It’s about the “likes”  views, and comments….

A young  Chicago man recently released from prison “allegedly” bragged about a murder or giving his street testimonial … someone remembers his day of coming out and shot him up he now fighting for his life.  Violence and bragging seems to go together. It’s almost like boasting about the sins instead of true repentance. Many say they have turned their lives around but you can’t trust it!  Someone grieved about who they may have murdered. When someone tells me that they are transforming I stand in the way of that change. I embrace what is present but it doesn’t mean I trust all that is being said.  Violence in the black and brown community is way of life. What a long fight to fight if you are swinging at the air. Chicago murders are embarrassing!

Chicago is tore up  because of the seeds of violence being planted long time ago! We tend to forget the old gangsters and glamorize their lifestyles and many died horrific deaths. How can we be shocked at what has been seemed as black and brown problem? When its more than color it’s the breakdown of strong family dynamics.I will continue to say this over and over again…the symptom of violence is only being talked about.  So many are afraid to speak the truth about violence it has no color…. It is evil that embedded.

All these leaders are combating just symptoms..and never targeting that it’s getting worse because too many wont confront the breakdown of where the door is open in homes today! Making people comfortable in their own mess hasn’t resolve a thing!

Something is still way off balanced in Chicago. I grieve for Chicago because many ignore “simple” solutions that require courage to say it and do it. Never have I seen so many angry that you call the truth on matters instead of ingesting and bringing unity. Have you notice you don’t have to teach one another tear down another , or sin against each other? Rebellion is welcome in other forms, that buck authority, teach our young to be disrespectful and call this garbage radical. Being radical doesn’t mean you abuse or misuse authority. Quietly when  some of them gather is based on political pull and power and trying to checkmate the other. You will see the constant flip-flop on their stand!   Yet, ak them all to stand together to tell the truth… they will try to push the mute button and send their “best” monsters to annihilate  you from exposing the rest…

The double mindedness is destroying Chicago. When you walk the line of truth you be abandoned the very ones who say they are about restorative justice you will be surprise how many co-sign in unison with rebellion!!

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COUNTERFEIT SOCIAL JUSTICE “OUTRAGE” HAS LIMITATIONS…

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Some people sit too long waiting on others to be call our “Deliverer”…So they “wait” and come to some harsh reality that they were just pawns. Never will they be allowed to resolve so many issues within our communities because so many ride the color lines and are quite prejudice  in their missions.  God doesn’t select groups based on how he likes the best… but who is willing to run the race.

Today… I warn don’t trust every pastor, police or a politician!  

What do I mean? From a Christian stand point I can’t understand all the rhetoric and being partial that creates division. God help us, some follow others blindly and wont test the spirit. All this talking has been going on for years..But honestly have you seen any positive results and it has gotten worse. Chicago has more activist doing more whining than producing.  Careful with acing people out of job unjustly because sooner or later retaliation will come with other injustices on the backs of hardworking tax payers!

Chicago is at its deadly in decades. They will continue to trade Police Superintendents like the flavored drinks.their are certain groups in Chicago is they don’t get their way even ifs all about political gain. Changing the color of his face doesn’t mean he will gain in the race. If you keep basing violence merely on what is poor or uneducated Chicago is already behind the eight ball.  What happens when one becomes weak and listen to emotional outcries instead of what is judged equally and fairly.  No matter what the color the race or gender  the violence will take its toll on Chicago’s . Will have more faces than Even. It’s who the believe can resolve internal problems within family dynamics which are broken down.  Our situation wont stem from the police even if they are murdering people of color. We have too many existing negative elements that are failed to being addressed because you wont get hits on Face Book or be called to speak!

The Pathetic Voices in Chicago are many in number. Be careful because when they are questioned about their own murky alliances you then hear the well rehearsed rebuttals and speeches. Dr. King is used as the whipping boy and the catapult to be too darn liberal until it comes off as nuts…and no balance in character. These words are considered to be a curse…some practice being actors and actresses… People learn to examine the fruit strong follower might  be the next Charles Manson.  

THE WORD PARTIAL IS DEFINED AS… Existing only in parts, incomplete favoring one side…HOW MUCH TROUBLE HAS EXISTING ORGANIZATIONS COVER UP THE FILTH INCLUDING CHURCHES?

I know for a fact some should not only been fired but never HIRED…They are blissfully happy  still employed  bringing shame and trouble and they find the mother of all mothers…Mother Goose! The mentality to cowardly cover those who have misconduct or otherwise.

So, before you decide to throw bricks remember what your houses are made up… 

This angers when you know “certain’ people should be not made comfortable after creating such turmoil, ruckus and even a loss of life. Yet, to look them in the eye they know and you know they are trouble but seem to stay covered by those who should throw you out on your ear. And let me be correct… I challenge the church messiness…they have more excuses which is ridiculous and they “claim” to follow biblical standards… Some really could care less about a bible it’s all an act!!!!

Are you beginning to see just how unfair people really are?. Are  you not seeing the bully tactics from the police station to the church house. Pick a side is disgusting especially if we are to be treated fair and equal in places that serves the community. How some idiots part their lips speaking on injustices are just as criminally minded ? How is it that so many that are supposed to be apart being fair  with services wont touch the evil within their organizations and are hypocritical in their stance to protect their monsters. 

1) How would you feel if your loved one is murdered or violated  in front of you without a just cause?

2) How would you feel if the person that violated  your loved one  is still gainfully employed  in any organization …police, church, any arenas and the people in authority don’t seem to care that they hurt people?

3) How much is insult to injury knowing that the person who has hurt you in any capacity is held in high esteem in your face?

As much I cry for the world to be awaken…I share the good,  bad,better, bitter and the sweet… Our world does the smörgåsbord  thing where they look where the want to look and say what they want to say without thinking about the dire consequences and circumstances and think “all” should understand…

Ask yourself these simple questions and make a fair assessment when you have to look at the racial division event with intent, those who look away when agendas are on the table… free radicalism until some come off more demented, and partial toward injustice.

What a slap in the face to see that person that abused, harm, or killed your loved on still employed even after being caught on camera. What lesson is learned when the people get rewarded for bad behavior? Am I looking for the final results with people who are partial toward injustices…

NO!

Consequently  any injustice as a far as I am concerned is injustice to all of us. We hear very little protest about the abuse  of priest molesting children…they are allowed certain privileges and he is a criminal that works with a collar. No more than a police officer murders a teenager in front of God and the world and it  doesn’t matter he got a job. Does this seem fair?  Yet, think about all these “rules” people use to abuse systems church included!  

Where is the outrage of all the children murdered before LaQuan McDonald. Some people honestly need to get hobbies because what has launched a national outcry has going on when I was a teenager.  Look at how far we come? Same camera hungry individuals posted up for attention. Which  by any means do I call them our leader…I don’t follow con artist! The counterfeit social justice makes money off of the suffer of others.  Many are  Dr. King lovers many say they understand the movement… His cry that anyone who was suffering injustices. He didn’t add a race, status or where they lived… He  said “injustices anywhere”…

How much more fed up do we need to be what one consider what is fair even if you shoot someone the camera is on, the police is there and here comes  more evidence and then the unthinkable has risen?…

INJUSTICE!!!!  I have completely turned off “all” the talking heads when it comes to what they think is injustice.  When anyone is murdered is injustice whether it’s at the hands of authority or within our community. Being desensitize is beyond and on steroids. 

What I can at least respect… if you be consistent about your character with  injustices not just based on  race and status but by its merely the wrong way to be. Who can respect “anyone” who have a difficult time standing on his or own feet without backing of the wolves to tell you when to speak and when to stand?  Does this not seem unfair that anyone that its right when you say it’s right and but behind closed doors stand with wrong?

Who can run a race fairly to restore justice not be apart that sets atmosphere for more violence.  Anger and bitterness  is also stirring the land because of the “lack of backbone”  in the pulpits and the police stations.

Bullies are coming out of both arenas…who can say whose zooming who?

HOW CAN FRAUDS DEMAND OTHER FRAUDS NOT TO BE FRAUDS?…

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“I HAVE  SEEN PEOPLE WHO HAVE BUILT FRAUDULENT CAREERS ON THE BACKS OF THE POOR AND THE IGNORANT”

I have witnessed the foolishness and the narcissism of the religious leaders and the political leaders.  They “all” get on their soap boxes and cry foul ball. They all have many masks. They say one thing but look at who they line up to tear the people down.

Have you notice when it comes to getting what they want they all seem to look the other way? Church and State!  How can the church clean up corruption when the pulpits today are tainted with corruption? How can anyone stand to tell someone what they demand and not take the lead on what is walking error in their organizations?  I am amazed at what carries protest signs and wont deal with the “wickedness” on their grounds?

In order  words how can frauds ask other frauds not to be frauds?  How can anyone that say they love the people but abuse the systems with attacks, innuendos, personal an inner conflict to then take others down. 

Have this talk with yourself… When people come around you what are they really drawn to? Some people are addicted to drama.  They don’t care what they draw as long as the attention is on them. Hey…before you slam “Trump”…Check yourselves…Doing stuff  for what reason? Negative press or good press… Its stupid!

It’s no longer relevant… because regardless of what you think is bringing awareness to many causes will come with  consequences! 

And if it comes up murky what do they want from you and how can you trust dishonesty on any level? What are we honestly asking for our children when so many in bed with the devil anyway! We got adults who act like spoiled brats! So many inner conflicts you don’t know  who you are talking to because of the double mindedness and the split tongues! You can’t trust it!

I think a very sad reality is that many are profiting off of injustices in this country and  God is thrown in for good measure.  Other than that stop trusting people whether they have titles, graduating from the top of their class, or have political clout or own churches. The biggest corruption and deception are with people we would like to trust.

Have you ever experienced when children know when something is off, so they keep asking because they know someone is telling a lie?So much is learned on social media even history and truth. How can you explain to a child about the lies our history have told including those man call icons?

You can’t!  They go to school to learn and when they do you’ll find that many want to know why so many lies were being told.  Some have a warp sense of what the truth is…

I am almost shock at how ignorance and lies seem to pair together on a daily and people can obtain more information than ever but its the lies the gravitate to. 

How can one call themselves activists and or leaders and abuse  their spouses? What can he or she be activating with no character beside the violence?  How does one that believe that they are in ministry but have their hands dirty messes and evil hearts?

How can we ask that poverty be eradicated and we have people in politics bleeding citizens and getting rich? How can any religious or faith-based leaders ask for justice and fail to clean up their own sanctuary messes?  

How can we fight for social injustices and protest  but sell drugs or watch those that do ? How can one  complain  the system has failed our communities  but allow criminal activity to be in ones homes and on their watch? 

How can we say we fight against bad policing and fail to address the bullies  in our churches? How can we say we love God but affiliate with evil and make excuses why you do?  I can guarantee  that there would be some kind of half baked answer. The truth is … That we have so many hypocrites in the pulpit and at podiums. Is it fair that so many get involved as a way of being superficial?

I have never in my  life seen so many people “perfect” being phony! And what I can’t seem to fathom… How long this has been going on and each one seem to deem one another for praise but can’t trust each other? You wonder why so many people are coming out of messed up homes? Listen to what one might say they stand for and see the evidence thereof… I let them talk! The most foolish one can do is build total establishments based on lies and fairy-tales… It’s not about who is so perfect…

This has nothing to do with being a Christian.

Lets start small and say why can’t you be correct? People have abused authority to build their personal kingdoms and don’t care how it has backfired! Lies in history have been repeated so much until, if you come with a slither of truth they are deeply offended and need proof. Camera means what? We have video tapes of things being wrong and what is ever corrected? Some people know that some people are ruthless and calculating instead of being wise becomes the puppet! 

Some people have this rich history on putting twenty on ten… In others words exaggerating or embellishing the truth. Let me be clear no matter how one leads doesn’t necessarily means I follow. I am not in denial about when a man or woman, Jew or Gentile, or whatever your “faith-based” is… I was warned to stay away from the appearance of “All” evil… yet, people don’t care what breeds among them. I  do! I don’t have a carefree attitude when it comes to the bad apple. It only takes one!  Too many have sold their entire lives trying to get something for nothing! How much more corruption do anyone needs to see… You can look at the political thirsty and those thirsty for power!

Think about this folks… How much has changed for the better in religion or political powers…NOT MUCH! With all the knowledge of doing things better and getting it done…Is it really being done? For some to ride out on the people with  fear, and the world will be a better place.

To stop this nonsense …look at what surrounds them and ask yourselves what have the really done to push people forward or keep them hostage. Are they about unifying and dividing. The answers isn’t surprising!  

Educated yourselves before we call them “heroes” and have s… Know when someone has you back or putting the knives in it!

LOVE IS BLIND…HIT ME IN MY EYE TO HELP ME SEE DEATH…

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I have heard the strangest conversation from women staying in lethal relationships. I am a sucker for love but I don’t want to be a victim because of it. I have had my experience with toxic people. I don’t bother! I am not a psychiatrist and I don’t have that much time on my hand to  consistently hand hold and guide someone to love.  A person may need to be shown love but at what expense? Abuse is abuse… Love me not hit me! 

An  older family member going through hell in a 35 years of marriage. Domestic violence, philandering and alcohol. Stress will kill you quicker. When you understand your self worth…God always has “replacement plans”… Women settle to stay in relationships that are fruitless and dangerous.

Love  will be challenged but not at the expense “abuse” of any  kind is apart of the equation. The thought of her living alone almost 70 yrs old is terrifying but she would rather wear wigs to cover up the lumps on her head…and wear long sleeves all year round. Take the risk of contracting a sexual transmitted disease because he it out there!  He is a family oriented man with a great engineer as a profession…She is an educator…So you see it domestic abuse  isn’t just for the poor! All the myths are debunked…Domestic violence will reach anywhere …there is no limits or any barriers it cannot cross… The sad part… many don’t want to believe they know of monstrous human beings like this. But don’t fool yourselves who isn’t  considered an abuser!

Domestic violence is still dealt with mere slaps on the wrist until the victim ends their torture! Some people don’t want to believe that the rage that lies within just one person can turn your life upside down! We have to be advocates to speak out… It’s never good to hit anyone but I am still my parents daughter… It takes one to get one! Pass a lick and you will get one back…

The Everlast logo isn’t on any precious part of my body…There is a way to communicate. know the recipe for bad relationships…If love is killing you…CUT IT LOOSE!!!!!

 

 

Forum: Cook County State’s Attorney Candidates

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The Democratic candidates running for Cook County State’s Attorney joined us in their final appearance together before Tuesday’s primary. The high-profile race comes as faith in the criminal justice system has been shaken not only in Chicago, but also in cities across the nation.

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HOW GOD USED A DONKEY FOR YOU TO SEE THE “AS”….

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( Read Numbers Chapters 22 through 25)

Balaam (pagan seer) was a prophet that sold out for money and gain. People often believe false prophets tell you things that aren’t true. In fact the tricky part about false prophets are their teachings. He or she might be gifted in the prophetic but abuse power and authority for  gain. False prophet is one that is false not only in their teaching but their stance!

Balaam was paid to curse Israel.  How insightful this story is. Someone that was gifted by God got caught up to do wrong! This is nothing new today in ministry. Ministries are more geared for followers of them instead of leading them truthfully back to God. He was indeed a prophet but was willing to look the other way or enter the other side because what was in him is what ruled him!  

Sounds familiar?

Although many take on roles to do and be the right thing …it is greed… that will allow them down the wrong roads and can’t see the danger that lies ahead.  There are a few who really believe that they are going to get away but the warnings are all over the place… People get angry  and will abuse others because they are doing the right things. We teach our children what is right and wrong and then they see the adults. My age shouldn’t be exemplary if it is wrong …its wrong!   

We as adults make bad decisions and we should own up to it. In this, Christians can you believe that people actually get angry when you live the life you profess? Never have I seen so many are angry at people who are true witnesses for God. Although no one wants to be corrected there is season in your life when you get off the potty and be mature adults. If you are telling people you are a Christian why would anyone be angry if you are a Christian?  I think we get so caught up in making these fraudulent images until people forget how to be themselves.

Balaam got mad at a “donkey” that God let speak to him  because what one considered to be the lowest on the totem pole in the animal kingdom about the abuse. God loves Balaam  enough to allow the donkey to ask why did he beat him and to warn him that the angel of Lord was going to slay him if he continued on this path.

Balaam represent so many that are in church today. You may have a call but walk in disobedience acting as if what you participate in is no issue. But it is… will it bring a curses or blessings! 

However as much as people have abused the name of God, these same people hate when you hold them accountable. How can any of us get angry when they see us saying one thing but living another?  Pastors have a fear of abandonment for speaking for what is right. Many are afraid to teach God truths…and embarrassed to let others know they are God lovers.  We are  held to another level. When the love of God is hardly taught as if it makes you weak…but it is God ‘s love that sustains us!  There will come a season in your life when God will allow  the strangest things to ask you questions. Just like when our children get hemmed up God will hem you up… God knows that if it is up to us we will have this “superficial” relationship forever. Testing time brings a change for the better or worse.

People will hate you when you love God and make comments like you think you are better…The truth is…I am…If God has spared my life from the “inner” me how can I not be sold out? People will be jealous of what you possess and just like Balaam will try to devalue you because you know who you are in God. The spirit of Balaam wants to release curses and want you to curse yourselves by doing things that go against God. Idolatry and sexual sins is chipping at the church…Sin is glorified because there is no ceasing! 

Balaam’s  donkey spared his life. We are met with distraction and so many have  been seduced  by compromise or hypocrisy. God gives us “free will” and that is the most challenging because people do anything  and actually believe they are safe… they straddle both sides of the fence and the world shakes their head because they know who is serious and who isn’t.  

God’s mercy was shown and used this donkey to show what he could be “AS” instead of being an a**…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

DEALING WITH THE CHURCH ADULT RELATIONAL AGGRESSION

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Sadly this is something that has not only been progressive in the church even during the days of Christ but continues under many disguises. I personally have experienced this just about all my born days! Unfortunately terribly more in the church right now!

Often the cruelty is done in a subtle manner…or often done right in the open and only the people involved knows what is going on, if outsiders are aware they wont get involved…

Jesus called it witchcraft…the term in which the world relates it’s called …relational aggression…aka bullying!!

Sadly that it has come to this in church but it has…basically the negative traits are seen in children as early as 3 years old…

The church is made up of women and normally half of them are full of pettiness, insecurities, rage and jealousy! Single or married…no matter how educated, or their status…mentally unstable is best described.

When you can’t go to church without the drama…something is terribly wrong. Bullies are attracted to bullies even if he or she is in a position of authority. The ignorance is almost amazing. The cut throats can include the “clergy cronies”…driven by lust for power, control, manipulative, greed, opportunities, and status…Being the top snot nosed bully is more than a rites of passage…

They are full of hate and disgusted with Godly order, undercover hates those who stand in TRUTH AND LOVERS OF GOD! This behavior is nothing new but the obsession to be rich and powerful is choking the church oxygen supply with God.

They pretend, they act their ruthfulness is camouflage even in titles. Ravenous dogs with similar in personalities and traits which are like vampires and leeches they suck the life out of people… and who resents…

1)Godly power and class

2) Social Connections

3)Fears…Intelligence, skills,talents, gifts and ATTRACTIVENESS!!!…

They are driven to destroy, abuse, and maim if they feel exposure and or are intimidated by the threat of God’s strength.

The games start by searching for  your weakness when you don’t meet with their likes for evil. The true spirit of who they are arises. Purposely baits are set to get your business…GOD gives me “wisdom to outsmart the church imps and witches…They become almost obsessed to hurt you…GOD forbids when the church staff are leading these charges with silence or pretending they don’t see the aggression or know who the target is…

They are fumed when I call them out…The sabotage starts with lies…gossiping, backstabbing,
jealousy, envy and derailing who they think is a threat.
How bogus and serious the behavior can become. I have to alter my routes inside the church because I cant trust who say they believe in justice until the moment of disbelief they side with who has been loyal to the wickedness.

My reality came swift…when I saw lies told together to hurt me and my ministry…Religiously brainwashed in being in a fantasy world with their fraudulent living who can be jealous in a fake God?…

I saw immaturity and no growth in God.
What led was what leads….Ignorance about what God is and what he stands for…Lies were held in the greatest light. The foolishness young or old educated or not. As if being evil is apart the church dichotomy.

This is my story dealing with how low this has become. So many get it twisted…I am not afraid…I am sent by God no matter what one “thinks” is their god. I am therefore on an assignment.

There are but a few “members” that might speak up. They quietly disappeared…the silent treatment was their time out…ostracized and banished because they used their brains and spoke the truth. They wont be apart of the cliques…. THEY THINK FOR THEMSELVES …The aggressors rebuttal…”They are jealous” because we are weak and belong to the the devil.(LOL)…

This is just how simple they are…They envy those with courage and say its not right! Instead robotically they all act alike! Its terrifying because this is how evil corrupted the church. No corrections or pruning. The aggressors are considered loyal… Sounds like the occult?

Think about it!

I find myself not moving around if there will be no honest and credible witnesses. Staying in the camera means what? They lie for each other…and this is no longer a safe place for me…People tend to stick with the people they know even if they are bullies. Satan owns what people call a good church and not a Godly church!

When I am gone God shows up…and then the spiritually death begins…

No excuses!! God is absent in plain sight evil is camouflaged in cloaks of being a God lover but really lovers of men,…Confuse “blessed” with church status and or popularity.

Purposely sabotage Godly order mishandling what belongs to GOD….

Encouraged to be rebellious…capitalize on each others secrets. Gain popular status by gaining trust by manipulation and control. Harrassers engaged others by getting momentum to attack collectively and isolate their prey.This happens in plain sight against me all the time! Some really don’t care but they will in a moment.
Here is the kick to the throat for all my haters….I dont hate the church but what is governing the church. Whether it’s a leader being led by worldly attention instead of Godly values. I am strong in the Prophetic because of my training in God. When you call yourselves hurting me lines were crossed! Unfortunately whether one believes in God’s prophets…is no concern to HIM…Too many abused the church and in the church.

I am almost apologetic to so many that couldn’t express the sinful and the compromising characteristics of the modern-day Pharisees and Sadducees. You aren’t confused and you aren’t  going crazy. These cliques are dangerous gangs that keep church appearing legitimate but will l soon meet their demise!
Prayer cant turn the wrath of GOD around because too many have suffered for years under a church organization.
I have personally experienced the cruelty and the antics of what some might believe is good for the church…BUT IT IS WICKED…I wont dismiss it…it is spiritual abuse and neglect of any leader who breeds contempt in the nostrils of God…THIS IS BAD!

God doesn’t care if one reach what they feels is stardom but we don’t abuse authority or get others to engage in erroneous and gregarious behavior to gain control with that “star”.

Pastors who have co-signed on this type of church lifestyle is in danger with GOD…No matter how popular and political status one’s pastor may think they have… many things are about deception and done with a heart to please man.

God is coming down your street. Personally, I am embarrassed for the church and I am sorry for those who hate the church because of the continual abuse within the church and  understand why many loathe the rogues who has abused their leadership for personal, political, and financial gain.

Money and the lust for power really has reduced a lot of churches to a mere social club with no spiritual maturity. Materialism is what they worship.

Of course it looks like a thriving church until you see what is ruling! .It stagnates true spiritual maturity dependant on them instead of true relationship with God. The defenders of the truth have no need to travel in packs like wolves. I know who has my back and gives me the wind. Faking comes with a high price tag. Only bullies need the entourage!

Truthfully, I have to ask people to seek God about who is spiritually responsible.Christ had very few true friends and brothers. Money and political bargaining power is what so many are out for. God gives me this BOLDNESS…TO WRITE IT, EXPOSE IT…AND TO BE AN AMBASSADOR TO BE A WITNESS FOR HIS KINGDOM…

ALL roads don’t lead to God but I can safely say…Its time to follow Priests Or Pastors responsibly and never blindly! Having strong followers…so does satan…You will find strong leadership not based in Face Book…but with men and women God can trust when no one they think is looking!

Remember…More power..the

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FATHER MIKE AND THE “SO CALLED” FALSE FLAGGING…

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I have been a member of St. Sabina well over 8 years. A lot has changed and some things hasn’t. Father Pfleger is Father Pfleger!!!! I have read articles and reports that are presented in certain ways and I catch the hints. Ministries are attack for either two reasons…. 1) You are a fraud and apart of the darkness and the people can see it or 2) You are the real deal and bring exposure which brings the light and people see that as well… Persecution and offenses will come!

I don’t dance around the truth. I just tell it.  … I can’t understand what’s the problem? Some folks follow Father Pfleger, because he is a public figure and  the opportunists are attracted to him . I could care less… Public or Professional… What everyone can’t trust is his mission…. Is it  about HIM OR that he abuses his posture in the community because he is a camera whore?  Is it about him basking in selfies and selfishness? Is he mentally sound and uses poor choices?  Is he purposely try to gain star power with film directors?

Don’t think I am not bombarded with questions and don’t think I wont tell it!

Father Pfleger has been doing this for a long time. I am JUST AS MUCH outspoken as he is but maybe more!  His associations and affiliations are not necessarily mines.  I am very careful about what I attach myself to because of the integrity of my ministry. Everything that sounds good ain’t good for you… and I don’t chase the limelight, never do I chase the money! I try to be respectable in ever since of the manner about the God I serve and  even with Father Pfleger.

I have publicly stated before I am NOT in agreement with certain things and  at certain arenas, so it’s never my business to justify “his” personal choices or opinions. I am interested in being the truth!

If something is questionable and or  off the meter I address it immediately but   I don’t have to comment on everything. I realize from the beginning when doing this blog the odds were against me. We would have more than opposition than ever especially after last year Chicago political messes!

I have said this and will continue to say it…”If I got one reader that I reached, then I have reached the masses”.  I can’t  get caught up with the follies and foolishness of trying to be the popular minister. I tell the truth in love and my prayer is that we grow up!  I thank God because so many unknown and well-known follow this blog. I see the deliberate sabotages on a daily because of my affiliation with him. The celebrity stuff I can live without! I am going to keep it  one hundred and it will be raw. Take us or leave us! 

Obviously I respect Father Pfleger  … but I got a brain and I use all of it and  not because ignorantly some have made him a “god” or some kind of “idol”.  I  know better !!!!  He is still a man  a mere mortal that puts his pants on, one leg at a time. There is no special place for picks and being a liar in my world…If you are wrong you are wrong ….Simple as that!. Father Pfleger knows where I am coming from and I can safely say the respect is returned. 

He knows that I will tell you what’s right even if he doesn’t want to hear it!  I will stand my ground. I purposely try to keep my distance with the nonsense that follows him sometimes. Too many are getting caught up in the craziness of the day. Unlike him , there are some folks I see through and wont be caught anywhere near them on a good day common good or not!  Famous names and status wont move me!  

That’s who I am!  

My name and my reputation stays in tact for a reason. I require something and I don’t buy into everything all in the name of awareness, violence and social justice! I am not a sucker for let us all get along! Some folks are playing games and I know it!

For myself, there is no agenda…and I am not on anyone’s payroll at St. Sabina. My ministry has been a powerful force based on the ordinances of God. I don’t need followers but followers of Christ who walk in integrity and character my ministry is well over 15 years!

I am mindful of what I affiliate my ministry to which has been going strong even in turbulence with the help of God and I am not dependent on anyone. If God gives this to me only he is the one that governs and annihilates! This keep me humble , this preserves integrity and keeps me from getting in bed with folks and their questionable agendas and ministries. I AM NOT STAR STRUCK OR AM  I A CHURCH GROUPIE. If I SEE LIES AND DISHONESTY I AM OUT! This protects my integrity because materialism and power can blind side any ministry.  One follower or a thousand.  Power corrupts mission and abort them. That is why ministries need first a level of discipline and consecration. 

That’s why I allow God to lead.  People will deem you as hero one minute and crucify you the next.  The  truth still remains that he has been diligent with the fight. who he fights with is another story!   

First thing is first,… He is supposed to be on a panel about violence at St. Barnabas in Chicago’s Beverly neighborhood Saturday, February 27 at 6 pm to 8  pm.  in “Thou Shalt Not Murder Campaign” … He should be there…He is more than qualified … with  all foolishness  and personal opinions aside. If  you can get there, go there!  (I have a previous engagement if I can get there in time… I will try to be there).

He knows what he is talking about. I wouldn’t have no other way because he has been in this for a very long time with experience.  His authenticity about matters are legit, if they weren’t I wouldn’t bother to inform anyone about forums of this nature… I attend forums like  because it alleviates the god complex  with some of these advocates. These new advocates, I wouldn’t pay a dime to even hear what they are saying based on things I  witnessed and some negative experiences!

Certain things and event  I wisely and  purposely wont mention because I see something different and I see attention getter and circus seeking. Loss or no loss… I don’t ignore “red flags” (No pun intended).  

Secondly, He’s NOT a liar!… and it was an honest mistake. What his comments are regarding the situation is just that…”his comments”.   I  come from a family of service men and women who serve this country and retired military backgrounds of all sorts. So, I can identify with the respect for the American Flag. Why people are going “ham” on a mistake is just  amazing. Father Pfleger,  knows that he got his share of haters.  He set the record straight… and now lets move on.

The “Chiraq” thing I am honestly trying to make it be a ghost situation. Much ado about really nothing. It’s about perspective and taking an honest assessment about the Urban life dysfunction and its inner demons.  I don’t curtail things so this can lead into more about personal opinions than the TRUTH. That’s the stuff I stay away from

Every so often I have to stop and bring some clarity to what is going on and not what I think.  Anyone that knows me I am just  straight forward and I know how to bring things with tact and tell the truth.  

I have  followed Father Michael Pfleger since my first year of college and I  have been quite familiar with  the kind of ministry and what it stands for. Although, I am very vocal about what I stand for and it’s not about me but the God I serve… And I wont make this be about me or any other minister who claims they are led by God. Credibility means a lot with God but to his people. 

I know people have actually disassociated themselves because of my membership with St. Sabina. I have been uninvited to many things and ostracized at the same time.  I have been licked  passively persecuted  among those  who don’t like him and get this… even with the ones that “pretend” to like him. People have disowned me and I mean disowned… I am not offended.   Their loss!   If anyone profess to want change being apart of it is also listening to variances and other solutions.  

Father Pfleger, has to be in a his proper place with God and not the people. People flip-flop with change and agendas. As a Priest, I know that he isn’t exceptional because of the vocation that he has chosen but if he will be about the truth when he speaks and the challenge can he still be in right standing with God because of the “worldly”  distractions? 

We have a lot of people in ministry that have collars and no necks. As a Christians I am more interested in the removal of the scales off the eyes of the people instead of keeping them hostage by perfuming the funk!

We having been talking about violence forever.  I have yet to hear about getting some order in the family structure!  IF that is  too personal I really am not interested in the same old talks! God is bigger than this… So many in ministry fail to offer God…  he gives us the power and wisdom to get out of worldly messes! Earthly solutions have done exactly what!  I know the root to the violence starts in everyone’s heart and in their homes. What I know to be wise is a far cry from what people might expect.  Chicago has a lot of other serious issues that needs to be address.  

 No disrespect Father Pfleger, and I wont take away from the better he has done. A “Chirag ” movie  flag serves no momentum for the ones who grieves in sack cloth and ashes. A movie and a movie flag won’t take away from those who are suffering with the loss on a daily basis. I can’t give place to the devil for the distractions even with the movie!

I am not confused, neither either am I impressed with games people play all in the name of bringing what is supposed to be light.  My reality of the violence comes with experiences! My pain is real and what others have dealt with comes with lights or no lights! Murder is murder regardless of who commits it! Someone is losing! My need to bring awareness to violence has been over for some time. Violence has been here but no one wants to deal what we have authority over. Being typecast to express views are almost given in to what the people chose to believe. If you are sincere be sincere, if  you have an angle I pray God exposes those angles. I  know some of the solutions but I am eager to learn what more can come to the table as far as solutions!  I am foolish to believe that we need more awareness… Chicago is reaping the harvest on many poor decisions… and it no longer can be ignored.  A panel brings discussion!

There are things done tactfully and there are things that are just not worth losing our focus on. Whatever that was… I know he didn’t mean any harm… I wont get caught up in the frenzy of social media with the relentless attacks. A simple oversight is truly a mistake. I am not here to do damage control. I  pray for wisdom when executing things in every aspect ministry including promoting celebrities and their flags.  as long as he tries to rectify the situation he remain in good standings.

I pray that in such crucial times that all of us watch what we say and do. God isn’t into some of the things even if they may seem right. However,  I ask God to make all of us careful in this day and hour because regardless of what anyone thinks or say… It is still God’s delivering power that frees all of us!

I suggest to everyone to pray for Father Pfleger and anyone who is in a position of authority. It looks easy from the outside but totally the opposite when you find yourselves in situations you don’t want to be in or orchestrated!

I will ALWAYS SUPPORT  Father Pfleger Social Justice Ministry as long as his work  lines up with the will of God, and that he  speaks the truth, sincere and genuine in his walk….ANYTHING OTHER THAN THAT IS A NO GO FOR ME and will be the deal breaker!